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You’re the one that I think I’m in love with,
You’re strange smile, don’t know what’s filled.
I really don’t know what’s your heart is hidden,
The very day you smiled at me then.

But I felt this already to someone,
That’s for me is not the one.
‘Cause he have this other woman,
So I really don’t want to hurt since then.

But I don’t think so…,
‘Cause these feelings I had for you,
Have not anything; with you to do,
‘Cause behind your sweet words for me, does not true.

So I say goodbye, ‘Cause I can’t tell sorry.
I’m not gonna love you back, ‘Cause I have this fears and worries.

First ever poem na ginawa ko..hindi ko alam kung kailan ko sya exact date ginawa.. pero nire-write ko sya April 28,2001, 4:00 pm.

tru_clinE;
tara! gala! |

“An inspiration”

if you just only knew,
how much I adore you.
You have gorgeous eyes and smile,
But most of all, I love your style.

I’ve had many dreams where I have met you,
And one day, hope those dreams will come true.
Whenever I see your smiling face,
I just want to be held in your embrace.

I just want you to know that I love you,
And hope one day you will say the same thing too.
Because you’re always away that’s why were so far apart,
But you will always have a special place in my heart.

Hindi ko siya ma-absorb..kaya no comment! April 28, 2001, 4:20 pm.

“In my Dreams”

He is so cute, he is so fine,
I know one day I’ll make him mine.
I will give just for him my soul and heart,
And if we met, I know we’d never part.

He may not know me, what I like to do,
But there is one thing that is certainly true.
No one could ever take his place in my heart,
And me loving him is truly like an art.

A cutie like him is really hard to find,
But I’m glad to find him ‘cause he knows my mind.
If I could met that gorgeous guy,
I think I would, wanna just die.

Pagod na ako.. ubos na powers ko.. oo na eirik, wag mo akong pagalitan!
Matutulog na ako promise!last! April 28, 2001, 3:48 pm.

tru_clinE;
tara! gala! |

“Unfair”

I already know you from the start,
That you have this game with your liar heart.
But even though, I still try,
Without knowing that I will cry.

For some you are like a devil,
But for me you’re like an angel.
An angel that couldn’t break a heart,
And loving you is really an art.

I really don’t care about your past,
And that our relationship will last.
And for you I’m just the only one,
That all the other girls are just gone.

But now I realize you’re not that really serious,
‘Cause after all I’ve done, you are still mysterious.
To love me is not really your intention,
Because true love here is not even mention.

I dont really know what you really want from me,
So even if it’s hard I’m now letting you free.

Galit ata ako sa ex-bf ko ng mga panahon nato..wait!hindi pinaplano ko palang siyang ibreak.. pero hindi nya fault.. bait kasi ng batang yon.. April 29,2001, 2:54 pm.

tru_clinE;
tara! gala! |

“Just to meet you”

When I look at in your beautiful eyes,
It makes me feel as if I was in the sky.
Every time that I think and dream of you,
It makes me feel as if I’m closer to you.

Every night I just have to pray,
Only to met you in person one day.
But I guess when that time of meeting you, comes,
It will be the best time for the both of us.

I think for you I just do nothing,
One of those who don’t know their doing.
But I know myself better,
That my love is forever.

And I will do anything just for you to see,
That all I’m saying is true and really belongs to me.

Grabe!kakahiya pala ako non..nagkakaganito agad pag infatuated with someone..napapasulat ng poem! April 29, 2001, 1:22 – 1:36 pm.

tru_clinE;
tara! gala! |

“Thinking of you”

I sit all day and dream of you,
Each day and night and morning too.
Lovin’ you is my favorite pastime,
As I sit and wait until you’ll be mine.

To me you are the brightest star,
Shine’s brightest wherever you are.
Thought I’m sounding like a lovesick hound,
One of those that follow you around.

You haunt my head, invade my mind,
You’re nice, funny and very kind.
Just please know that I truly mean it,
So I know that I will have a fit.

But in my closing of this poem,
You should know I’m sitting here at home.
Because there’s nothing else to do,
But sit and wait just think, you!

Hindi ko na matandaan kung sino crush ko ng mga panahon na ito kaya ko ito nasulat…moffatts ata.. or c brad renfro.. April 28, 2001, 4:52 – 5:49 pm… aba! Ngayon ko lang nalaman ang bilis ko pala gumawa ng tula..hehe..

tru_clinE;
tara! gala! |

“Just for you”

This a poem especially for you,
And everything in it I swear is true.
I love you more than just I could ever say,
And I wish so much that you felt the same way.

You’re the cutest and sweetest thing to me,
And I know that my love will always be.
I wonder if I’m wasting my time,
I hope soon you’ll forever be mine.

I try so hard to please you each day,
But you always seem to fade away.
I’m kind of afraid to say “I Love You”
But even if I don’t, you know I do.

Holding you close and loving you right,
Is the greatest dream I have each right.
Only having you here just next to me,
Is the greatest dream there ever could be.

I know none of these things will ever come true,
But I still wrote this poem just for you.

Sinulat ko tong poem na April 26 at 5:06 pm to 28 of April at 9:25pm 2001 pa..cute no? masipag pa ako non gumawa pero ngayon hindi na..

tru_clinE;
tara! gala! |
25.3.05
9:12:00 PM

My Crushes’..!!! II
First year…uso pa mga kainan sa iba’t ibang part ng school naming non..bago p nagkaroon tlaga ng isang canteen for all.. sinamahan q klasm8 q n bumili ng pagkain, breaktime din namin non.. pero hinintay q nlng cia don banda s garden kaysa makipagsiksikan pq sa mga ibang bumibili don. I chatted with other classmates n andon din.. n parang napansin q na may nakatingi sakin na dalwang guy sa bandang gilid.. familiar face nya pero hindi q marecall kung san q cia nkita..pero parang group clan g mga hiphop s school back way then p..(as in super loose pants, malalaking polo..over n nga para sken) hmmm..nakatingin cia, siniguro q n saken tlga nkatingin.. nginitian nya aq..??? presko!!!na-irita aq at iniiwas q tingin para makahalata naman cia na ayaw q ng ganoong klaseng pagtitig..aba! pagbalik q ng tingin ay nakatingin pa rin sa direksyon q at ngumiti na namn …naicip q cute pala cia..pero parang hindi q type..inignore q n uli cia with matching face q n nkasimangot (pa-suplada effect po ang lola nyo!) nd nong mga klasm8 q n nkapansin na saken nakatingin, nag-aya na aq bumalik sa klasrum kasi tym n nrn naming..kasi parang bumibilis tibok ng puso q sa ginagawa nya. N-conscious n tlg aq..nd naaasar aq kasi parang ang saya nya n nkikita aqng ganon..nd wala aqng mgawa! Basta! The next scene I remember lumapit ung isa pang guy nd nag-ask sken ng name..pinapatanong dw nong best friend nya..i don’t know what to say tlga! Nagulat aq khit medyo iniexpect q na na lalapit cia para mag-ask ng name… pero parang baliw n aq, first time q mkafelt something like that..weird.. ang nasabi q?naiwan ko… ha? Nasabi q un? Sabay patuloy sa paglalakad… Naiwan ko, pangalan ko..yon ang nasabi ko instead of saying my name, nasupladahan q… ewan q pero naaasar aq sa sarili q!sometimes nakakaasa talaga magpaka-manang! Akala q nga he would easily give-up on me n after that..hay…na sakin ata tlga problem eh… everytime he would attempt n makipagkilala.., I reject it… kaya nga minsan naisip q sana wala nalang aqng feelings din for him para madali…

Yon ang naging days of my first year of high school hindi buo araw q pag hindi q sya nkikita…but end of the year naganap ang first ever heart break q… nakita q cia na may kasamang iba.. it hurts! First love? First love q nga ata tlaga cia.. second year, all new chapter of my life or so I jst said it lang… :) lumiwanag ang mundo q! narealize q madami pang ibang pwedeng gawin! Tulad ng mag-hunt ng cute guys s school!

These are the top ten pa nga e! for any violent reaction bout it pls do post a comment…baka kc may makalimutan aq e.. or email me at cline_anne@yahoo.com

1. Louie Anthony Barredo
A fourth year student at that time, tambaay sa forest lagi, matangkad, at kaya no.1? super- duper gwapo kasi cia! Kaya lang suplado…takot kami!nd hindi naming lagi matiyempuhang kausapin…well, a have his family of his own n dw ngayn.. :)

2. Patrick San Jose
Fourth year student dn cia non, crush q to! Maporma, maputi, basta super cute din cia..super nagpacute po aq d2 dati! kakahiya! tlaga! Nasa LaSalle ndin cia ngayonn pero good thing nakalimutan na ata nya kung cnu aq..hehe :)

3. Dennis (?)
First year palang aq nakikita q na cia kaso wala pang kalahati ng school year nagdisappear na cia. Dq alam name nia at first kay daisy q lang nalaman.. crush nya kc tong dennis n2..nag-asawa dw cia kaya tumigil..pero after that hindi q n nkita tong dennis n2..pero naaalala q cute cia tlga.. :)

4. Rowell Teston
Third year student, crush nila Roanne, Richelle actually hindi lang c rowell crush nla pati dalawa pang kapatid ni rowell c omeng at ung isa p hindi q alam ang name.. what can I say b bout this guy?hmmm..gwapo nga poi tong bata na to! Pero hindi q cia type, masyadong madami ang fans nya para dumagdag pa aq! May asawa’t anak n pla dw cia ngayon, ayon sa aking reliable source…:)

5. Raphael Garces
First year student na super crush ng friend qng c roanne! Super cute din to! Kaso bata pa..hindi q type..nasa LaSalle ndin cia ngayn minsan nakikita q cia..wag kang mag-alala roanne cute prin cia!

6. Jhaizzel Louie Mallari
Third year student, crush q to! Friend q din!, mabait, matalino,matangkad, ang ganda ng mata..,nice dn hair nya, hobbynya mga-guitar..(may iba ciang version ng Aubrey, analyn dw..ehem!) pero tropa q lang to..we talk hours on phone dati..hindi mo cia makikita madalas na tambay kung saan.. sa room lang cia lagi. Accidentally nga lang ang pagkakakita q sa kanya..but he’s approachable then pero la na akong alam tungkol ngayon sa kanya.. ideal guy q cia non..(non un!) pero friends lang tlga kami n2..(defensive?) sa NCST na cia ngayon HRM graduating this year..mas cutie dw to ngayon, nd may gf nrin dw.. L pero sana magkita prin uli kami.. asar hindi q cia mkita s friendster!

7. April Ranwell Merong
Third year student, hindi pa uso f4 non pero ayon at namamayagpag na cia.. singkit po cia na cutie, matangkad, nd supladito..supladitong nakakatuwa kasi hindi na cia yong ranwell n kilala q pag hindi na cia suplado..cute sa image nya kasi.. J hindi nagsasalita.. lagi q cia nakikita kung saan noon.. mga 1 week q pinag-isipan kung magi2ng crush q b cia.. I find him shallow..cguro reserved lang cia..friend q to ngayon!sa friendster..small world!nahanap q pa cia..graduating din cia this year, inggit aq!

8. Kim Estorninos
Third year student, cia ang dahilan kung bkit kami pumupunta ng third year building non khit second year plang nmn kami..crush q kc cia pero masyado po ciang approachable kya parang nawala paghanga q sa kanya..gus2 q kasi suplado n hindi namamansin.. pero we ended up being friends, kuya q to actually!
Dancer, kamukha nya c Dave ng Moffatts at c Chuvi DelRosario. Cia rin dahilan kung bakit q naging crush c Jhaizzel kasi may pagkakahawig po cla..napagkamalan q na c Kim c Jhaizzel.. basat! Cutie to!

9. Brian (?)
Transferee nong third year kami, sobrang gwapo! Pero sobrang sama rin ng ugali! Patulan dw ba ang bading issue? Well, ngayon masasabi q n, BADING ka! Belat!di ka pwedeng magreact! Pero at least ah , I honor your kagwapuhan kaya pang top 9 ka..buhay kapa kaya? Sana para mabasa mo to..umwahahaha!!! :)

10. Franco (?)
First year student, crush ni Sheila pero hindi q type kasi bata..la aqng gaanong alam sa kanya..pero gwapo tong bata nto for sure paglaki..(cguro nmn malaki n cia by this tym dati q p cnabi un e.. :)) supladito din tong bata nato kaya nakakatuwa.. :) nd la nq iba pang maisip hirap pala gumawa ng top ten list..kaya sinulat q nalang kung anu una qng maisip..

Nd sa lahat ng nakalimutan q churi!, churi, eto pa pala ung mga iba p na hindi pinalad mapasama s top ten list q.. pero nominee: Ronnie, Ernesto Dugan, Allan Superable (crush q!n friend q din!), Vien (?), Geran Colesio (tropa namin n ex ni ice..), Jomar Olaes, Sherwin Nataño (nakalimutan q cia include s top ten..crush q to e! c crush!tawag q sa kanya), Mark Lance, nd sa lahat lahat ng cute s batch namin..dati..
Meron p pla higher year nmn: Zen Anthony Parra (hindi q n cia matandaan!basta nakita q name nya d2 slum note q.. :)), Dirk (?), Paulante Chua (n nagging bf nmn n ice ngyng college), Joel Maño (crush q to!), Harold, Terence (crush ni b2y!), Ferdie (ex ni ice), Rowell Co (ex ni jhane), Galvie (?crush ni roanne), at unakalimutan or hindi q alam ang name ng iba..
Pero above all, dahil sa pagmamahal q sau roanne, c Raphael n ang top 1 q..kasi kahit kami lahat ngayon may iba iba ng pinagkakaabalahan e2ng RapBoy mo prin ang crush mo..iba ka!natatangi ka thol! Ang diyosa ng mga Crushes! Roanne! Thol! This article is for you! Mabuhay ka! Pag ikaw nagsabi ng cute naniniwala kami! :)

By the way bago q makalimutan ung guy I mentioned at the first part of my paragraph ay nagngangalang Herman Felix na ngayon po ay ex q n..first ever boyfriend q po cia..how did it happen? Hindi q n matandaan..basta naging kami end of school year at nagbreak kami first month of next school year nmn..ang cute no? I see him around school, same college lang dn kami ngayon, malaki po kasalanan q sa kanya..guz2 q n cia iapproach pero I don’t have the guts parin..though im wishing him all the luck in this world..im not hoping to be friends with him again pero.. basta!

tru_clinE;
tara! gala! |
24.3.05
5:06:00 PM

My Crushes’…!!!
I remember back in kinder garten palang aq ay may nagging crush n aq.. nor id say cnabi q lng para may maalala nmn aq bout my kinder years.. Joel!if I recall his name, tahimik lang cia..payat?hmmm.. actually natatandaan q hindi q naman talaga cia crush, na-cutan lang aq s kanya but I dint give much mind bout him.. and nong nagsimula magulo ang mudo q s family matters, I woke up one day nalang n on board n kami papuntang province! I was hestirical tlga at first kasi naman province? Walang jobee (term q s jollibee.. :)) don! Pero well, no choice.. don aq nag- grade 1 to 3..wait! nakalimutan q this s bout may crushes lang pala, not may talambuhay..kaya cut n! and go on with my topic..gradeschool..my tiniteam-up sakaen non..db may mga muses and escorts non..etc.,etc.,..napili aqng muse,. I don’t know about it p then .. malay q b, bata p aq (cute kasi aq non! Wag n kayong kumontra!) tapos escort ung isa pang bata..hindi q alam ang nama niya! (hindi kc kami close!nd I’m really bad in remembering names tlga!) pero naaalala q n apo cia ng dating mayor don..negosyo nila mga bus and cla ata ung may pinakamalaki n bahay at lupa don..pang-apat lang ung s lolo q..may malaki din clang carinderia, parang un kc ang official stop overan ng mga bus don. Cute cia medyo chubby, maputi, pero supladito..cguro natuwa mga teacher samin kasi nilo2love-yeam kami, batang- tagala ang tawag saken kasi tagalong dw aq .. and super cute dw aq non..(ehem! Jornal q to! Walang pakialamanan!.. :) )pro hindi q cia type kasi may crush n aqng iba non..kapitbahay naming n tita q nmn nagrereto skin.. anak ng kumari niya Jofell b nama nia?actually cia may crush sakin pero cute nmn cia kaya crush q n din cia pero naiilang dn aq kasi cyempre bata p aq non tpos parang gusto tlg ng lahat kami magkatuluyan balang araw..hello? grade 1 plang kaya kami no? tz nang bumalik n kami d2 s sibilisasyon tumira kami cavite then eventually nag-stay n for good..grade 3 crush q s classroom naming ung president naming..matalino at tahimik lang cia pero hindi nia q pinapansin..sapat lang..dami din nmng ibang cute don pero cguro I was jst adjusting at that time para maka-adopt n nmn.. grade 4, don nagsimula n magkaroon aq ng serious crush q tlga.. Jason Barcoma name nia.. ang cute nia kasi lagi nya aq inaaway! Lagi cia papancin sken..kaya lalo q cia nagging crush..hanggang grade 6 crush q cia!grade 5 hindi q n cia klasm8 pero magkatabi lang room naming.. inaasar nia prin aq when id passed theyre room pero I get so conscious around him n at that time n na- stam aq pag nakikita q cia, hindi alam ang irereact.. one of his best bud (n cutie dn!) ang klasm8 q c Jaymark, naging close q dn ung loko n un, we talked bout things..nd were talking bout crushes when he mentioned that Jason dw has been crushing me for so long n dw..kaya he tend to tease me around.. eh di cyempre, ang saya saya q non! Pero hindi q sinabi n crush q dn ung Jason..dati kasi wala tlagang makakaalam once ive been crushing on someone..magkamatayan n! but instead I told him how I hate that Jason! (rrr! Mali! Well, pride!) grade 6… napansin q may kumalat n rumor n cla nong Janice (a half-Japanese girl n transferee from oder skul ) eh pretty ung girl n un e!instant celebrity dn s skul nmin..sobrang n-hurt aq.., this is what I get from being too supladita and pakipot! He olready give-up! Hindi n nya aq pinapansin tulad ng dati.. it was a good year end tlg for I have the best reason para mag high-school! I want to forget things reminding me of him! Funny kasi ang dami q n-meet n new friends and cutie s new school q! nakalimutan q n lahat bout him..nd wala n ung feelings q for him kahit nakikita q p rin cia minsan s skul..same school lang dn kasi uli kmi.. pero sorry, im so over him!

tru_clinE;
tara! gala! |

VaRrdAMs*j 14

Victoria as “b2y”
Aiza as “ice”
Roanne as “roan”
Richelle as “chelle”
Analyn as “clinE”
Mary joy as “jhoy”
Daisy as “days”
Sheila as “shell”
mary Jane as “jhane”

Young hopefuls back in Dec.14, 1999… A second year students in a public high school (Dasmariñas National High School – main) walang alam kundi maghanap ng cutie s school.. :) nangunguna po dyan ang inyong lingcod (ehem!), tumambay s dating forest ngayon classrooms na..para guess what? Mag-manicure, mag-make-up! At mag-ayos ng isa’t isa..kakabaliw! pero kakamiss..minsan trip din naming iboycott klase naming..lalo na s class ni Mrs. Adjicteve (English teacher namin) hehe..:) and then magiiyakan kinabukasan dahil walang maidahilang excuse..hobby rin pala nmin n mang-away ng mga teacher except lang kay Mam Frencillo! (mabuhay po kau! N ngayon ay head na ng English department! Astig!)
Hay..many years have passed and now..iba-ibang career n ang tinatahak.. my nursing, engineering (ehem!), my dancing, singing, parenting..hindi!mali pala!..truly, theyre one of the reasons kung bakit at nasaan at papano at nasa katayuan aq ngayon.. kung hindi dahil s kanila hindi magiging ganto ka-astig ang buhay ko!.. :) bawat isa s kanila ang rason why I’m focused and still grounded..they’re also the reason why I value my life more than ever before..because of them matatag aq..maybe all of us were..
Sa ngayon, may kanya-kanya na pong mga pinagkakaabalahan ang bawat isa sa knows how to manage pa rin to meet up and update things to each other.. :) and jhoy just give birth pla to a pretty little girl baby..named jannah! Kaya mga Ninangs’ n kami actually..un un! :) peaceout! :)

tru_clinE;
tara! gala! |
21.3.05
8:23:00 PM

Reserved…

I’ve been asked many times, mostly in the interviews, of what kind a person I am.. tz I would tell them n super kulit aq, isip bata, magulo,…nd oder blah!blah!blah! pero s totoo lang.. I just said that para wag n nila aq iask further.. I don’t like opening my true self to others kz..awkward ang feeling..kaya minsan sinabihan aq ng best friend q n im a reserved person..at first I was skeptic.. pero narealize q n oo nga reserve person aq.. my classmate once ask me if ever there was a time b n serious aq..n lagi b aqng makulit parang sintu-sinto, hindi makausap ng matino..laging parang joke..then cnagot q cia ng bkit? And then theyre started laughing again..actually I ask him why, not bcoz I want the laughing not to stop but bcoz bkit nga nya natanong? And isn’t that obvious n im jst wearing a mask? Funny kc I let the laughing to continue lang they think of me as a clown of the group the “naïve” one.. im lucky to have closest friends n totoo at kilala tlg aq until now when I tell them a joke they’ll jst listen, nagaalala agad cla kz they see through me behind those jokes..kabaliktaran daw kz aq..when id make a joke dw crgurado cla n may problem dw aq.. minsan nga totoo.. hmmm…they really may be my true friends after all! That’ why I treasure them..
I tend to be funny around outside while truly inside.. im a kind of person n don’t want to talk about problems.. gus2 q hapi crowd lang as possible.. I don’t like the feeling hurt or frustrated by it..that’s my way of escaping it.. pere actually im jst okey bout it for I have naman my real friends who knows me.. I cant deny a secret to them.. hndi q n kailngan ng madami pang friends n kailangan mo pang mkifit in s knila.. survival of the fittest, e2 n ang mundo ntin. To survive you need to fit in..
Im a resrved person im partly proud of it for it is my way para wag massaktan..partly not dn.. Im scared, I guess of the rejection, all of us do..

tru_clinE;
tara! gala! |

Woman’s Instinct

A lady friend of mine was having an argument with her boyfriend...and being a pinoy nasa roots q n ata ang mkitsismis..nd besides best friend q dn kz ang sangkot..the story? (She would not forgive me telling …peace out bru!) Because of a simple text made of a girl to her bf..and when she ask her bf what was that girls txt all about (this was the girl txt like: pde b tau mit?miss yah!:)) the guy explained. To make my story short, they ended up having a huge fight tlg.. I relate myself to my girlfriend kz I myself didn’t even know dn how to react if ever I caught my boyfriend having an affair with another girl.. But I don’t know..i was surprise for I believe of what everything told by the bf..i guess my instinct tell me so..and knowing nrn kz my girl friend of being a bit paranoid mostly about things around her..i can tell.. Some say a womans instinct will never can’t go wrong and in my friends’ part, it’s her instinct dn db? So now im confused... it really amazed me knowing how love can work in this world..it such a powerful thing! And im thankful because of that same reason there now back into each others arms... (Mushy, mushy!!!) good thing! I don’t have to be “madame auring” or a clown just to make her feel better.. Sometimes kz we tend to forget those most valuable things in this world..and hanap p tau ng hanap nasa atin n pala..kaya payo q lang minsan..feel… don’t think! And its not just those woman have instinct’s right..its in..all of us!it can go wrong too..but that’s life!so make most out of it nalang!..:)

tru_clinE;
tara! gala! |